I Am Who I Want To Be

Staring out the window,
Wondering how I got here
In this big mess I like to call my life.
Thinking about my
Loves, lies, and regrets.
I'm just feeling sorry for myself once again.

But this is where I am,
And I can't change
Where I've been,
Just where I'm going
And how I'll get there.
To give up now
I'd be a fool

Now my days seem strange
I used to think
Everything would just
Fall into place
But this is my reality,
I guess things were bound to change
And that perfect picture that used to be
Is starting to fade

But this is where I am,
And I can't change
Where I've been,
Just where I'm going
And how I'll get there.
To give up now
I'd be a fool

My world is so out of focus these days,
Shattered dreams and false hopes.
All I want is something to
Take this pain away.
So I'll act like I don't care,
Cause in the end

This is where I am
And I can't change
Where I've been,
Just where I'm going
And how I'll get there.
To give up now
I'd be a fool

This is where I want to be
And I know I can't change my past,
Just look forward to where I'm going
I am who I want to be